So it has been a few days since I have posted! Lots going on lots to bitch about...

I have been sick and this is the first time in a YEAR since I had my tonsils out that I have been sick so it really sucks!! With being sick I have slacked on my Fertile Focus but my monthly should be here soon so I shall get back on track with tracking my ovulation with Fertile Focus!

I am super tired and super drained!!! So many people are pushing all my WRONG buttons I am so tired of seeing people bitch about people on Foodstamps or Cash Assistance NOT everyone who is on them live off it because they want to,many live off of it because they have NO OTHER CHOICE!! I am also sick of seeing people bitch and want things and help when they aren't even helping themselves so how am I or anyone else for that matter suppose to help them?!?! People say oh they should have to pay it ALL back if you ask me they are on it for a reason so they aren't going to be able to pay it back. I don't agree with the ones who are on Assistance but yet they have their hair done,nails done,drive brand new cars,kids are in name brand clothes and things like that. It also gets under my skin when you have the latest electronics,go out to eat all the time,go to the movies and concerts but are on welfare!! If you are on welfare buying all that you should be able to live without welfare!!! I get so sick of hearing people complain about NOT having money but yet you see them posting that they went to a concert and had damn near front row seats,I know isn't cheap at all! Come on people get it together,I have been out to the movies,dinner and ice cream ONCE in well over a year! If you get assistance from the state YES I can see if you work and want to go out once and a while but all the time to EXPENSIVE places yeah uh NO not flying with me. To each their own of course. I swear it aggravates me when people say oh the people on Assistance don't want to work...What about those who CANNOT work or are on Assistance but busting their asses to try and find a job but turn up empty handed? I mean seriously I personally would love to go to work and not rely on the state for help but when you DO NOT have the funds because you are paying your bills and barely making anything to keep your head above water. I am sure NONE of this is making perfect sense but its okay because this is just my rambles.

I am hoping to get more reviews coming in soon :) I can't wait!!!

Yesterday (Monday) I got my FertileAid and Fertile Focus in the mail!! Super excited about using these items (: I am trying to figure out when to start the FertileAid as I am not a 3 meal a day kind of girl and its best to take with food. I did use my Fertile Focus Microscope for the past 2 days and seen some ferning it was really neat to see it too,I am going to use the Fertile Focus daily and when I am in full ferning we will then TTC I am going to chart this on the calender as well. I am glad and honored to have the chance to try and review these products! If you would like more information on the 2 products I am talking about click on the Fair Haven Health logo on the side of my blog and it will direct you there (: Would love to have everyone follow me along my journey with TTC an Army Brat!!!

Thank You Fair Haven Health for giving me this opportunity to try these products

FertileAid for Women:

http://www.fairhavenhealth.com/fertilaid-for-women.html

Fertile Focus Microscope:

http://www.fairhavenhealth.com/fertile-focus.html

Be on the look out for many reviews coming!! Should be getting things together for my next Adult Toy Shoppe review I always love waiting for those. I am going to be doing a review for FairHaven Health they have products to help boost fertility and have items to predict ovulation as well as FertilAid which is suppose to help regulate you and MANY women have had success stories on it. You can find the FairHaven Health link below click on the image and it will redirect you to their site. Super nice people over there as well. I am waiting for a USBCrazy USB port to come for a review as well,this will help me with my Scentsy Business with files for flyers and such. I am super excited to get these items in the mail!!! I will review right away as I always do,there will be a weekly maybe daily blog about the process with the FairHaven items as I will be trying to track my ovulation days!! Please pray that the Fertile Focus Microscope will help me determine these days.

Tomorrow will be my FIRST Scentsy home party!! I am Excited and Nervous all at the sametime if that makes any SCENTS ;) at all. Its with a friend of mine and some of her girlfriends I am hoping its a good turn out and that I can get some parties booked off of this one!! I am going to put together a basket party for the ladies to see that they can take the party with them on the go!! How exciting is that?

Stay tuned for more upcoming information

So today I was running a few errands and went to the post office first to mail out a Scentsy Brick :) The car starts up fine no big deal get to the post office do what I needed to do inside. I come out unlock the car get situated and try to start the car NOTHING happened seriously NO power at all I was like WTH?? Do I called my husband and told him to tell me dad to come up to the post office. Then I forgot I don't have a key to the trunk jumper cables are in there,call back asked if my dad had left yet he said no he is on the phone by this time I am getting MAD so I asked to talk to my mom,I was explaining to her what was going on. In the middle of the convo she hands the phone back to my husband who was CLUELESS about what I was ranting about and what I was needing. Tony said WAIT what are you talking about and by the way you are ranting to your husband not your mom...I proceeded with I do NOT care who I am ranting to but I need mom's keys and a HOT Coke!!!!! He looked at my mom and said "hot Coke?!?!" she doesn't drink hot drinks mom said take her a HOT Coke just do it well he shows up NOT my dad who was suppose to come..I went over got the Coke and walked over to where the battery was Battery Acid everywhere!!! (hood has been up) I popped the top on the Coke and poured it over the battery cables and terminals YEP your guessed it the Coke ate away the acid just to reveal a broken terminal "/ I called the house and told my dad this is WHY you were suppose to come NOT the husband! So Tony had to go back to the house and get my dad luckily the post office is less then 6 blocks from the house.

Moral of Story:You learn something NEW everyday even when you don't realize it my husband thought I was nuts when it came to the Coke and Battery!

So if your car won't start or you have MAJOR corrosion break out a HOT COKE it works best!! An it will clean your battery terminals <3

Man on man this cycle seems to be never ending and nerve wrecking!!! Anthony has been trying to get things straight with the Army to just keep getting SCREWED and when I says SCREWED I mean MEGA MONSTEROUS SCREWED!! He called the Active Army Reserves Sgt. we are working with to find out what was going on with his orders to be told that the lovely state of New Mexico FUCKED UP you got it AGAIN!!! We have legal documentation stating that Anthony was put into the Inactive Ready Reserves but New Mexico COMPLETELY Discharged him instead of putting him into the IRR. How can you send paperwork telling us that he is in the IRR and he is NOT. Now it is left to the Active Reserves to fix this?!?!?! Can the cycle break at all please I mean we have been at this whole trying to go Active Duty Army for OVER a year! You figured in that time frame they could do something RIGHT ha not even!

I am really ready to just scream my bloody little head off over this whole Military non-sense they need to get it together and SOON!!

On another note I am going to ATTEMPT to go back to work and praying my body will allow me to if I can get a job. I applied at Wal*Mart and Home Depot for Cashier positions so let's pray that I can get an interview and then a job! I am thinking of calling the store locations I applied at and see if they have received my application and go from there. Money is getting to be SUPER tight like squeak when we let go of money! Anthony's hours at work are dropping and he is now down to only 20 hours a week and they are talking about dropping them to 16 hours a week. Can some please honestly tell me how someone is suppose to be able to live of that little bit of money?? Yes I know I sell Scentsy but with ANY business for the first year pretty much you put back in what you make to keep things going. So if I can get a job outside of the home with decent pay and decent hours it will help out alot,I am just worried about medically being able to pull it off.

We are pretty much flying by the seat of our pants with groceries and bills! I know no one every said life would be easy they just said it would be worth it but damn!

I am praying like hell that things get better and soon!! I am on hopes and prayers right now..