Yes I believe in the whole one BAD apple can ruin the whole bunch!! I mean seriously why get pissed or mad at how someone does a giveaway on their page!! It is THEIR page,THEIR business and THEIR money let them do the giveaway the way they want to. I mean every other page I have been on uses random.org or BINGO I mean a scavenger hunt was fun in school so what's wrong with doing one in adult life? Seriously the prize given away was NOT cheap and the lady giving away the prize gave away an extra to shut people up!! I mean the girl who was complaining wasn't even playing in the game!!! Then to bring it to my page just because I posted a Scentsy bar up in my auction? That bar was one I BOUGHT and did NOT like and the consultant I bought from didn't like the scent either so what better way to get rid of it then an auction. Please do NOT bring your DRAMA over something so petty to my page where I am trying to Support our Troops, I do NOT need bullshit like that on my page and the poor girl who was doing the giveaway did NOT need the bullshit either.

I swear to you people are so fucking dramatic over the smallest things you want something for NOTHING!! Yes we all LOVE items that we get for FREE or little to no cost. I mean if you don't like freebies then you are not from Earth hahaha but seriously don't drag DRAMA all over people's pages just because you did NOT win and that is another thing,I just don't get it why "LIKE" a page on Facebook to get something FREE and then because you did NOT win you "UNLIKE" the page? Its NOT cheap to run your own business whether you are selling bows,tutus,Scentsy,Sex Toys or hell anything for that matter I mean get a grip on things people!! Life will continue to move forward even if you choose not to just because you didn't win!!! You throw a fit get pissed about a "family" member winning the item when in all reality there is NO relation there not even marriage they were close friends for 5 years ONLINE so come on its not like she was told hey so you can win this is what you put!! It was on the damn page for pete sake that is why is was called a Scavenger Hunt!! You HAD to LOOK for the information I swear people can be so ignorant sometimes!!!!

Or should I say another week of HELL comes to an end!! Thank gosh it has come to an end this week was similar to last week been sick most of the week,dealing with stupid people who don't know how to use common sense and my opinion in my marriage amounting to nothing. I mean if we agree on something or its right there in PLAIN sight in black and white why ask me or do the complete opposite of what we talked about. Seriously I mean come on!!! Why are we even married if my opinions on MAJOR situations are taken in consideration or you say okay we will do it that way but when I am not there or looking you go an do something COMPLETELY DIFFERENT then what we agreed on. I mean use your common sense sometimes I swear I feel like I am talking to a kid instead of my husband. While I understand I am NOT the EASIEST person to live with especially right now you knew when we got together I had mental medical problems and relied on my medicine to control my anger and everything else but,right now we can't afford them let alone a pot to piss in so to speak. I am not going to lie I have been mean and hateful but what can I do I try to control my anger,mood swings and everything else but its hard when I know I need my meds and we can't afford them with only one of us working. I have tried getting a job everything goes good til the interview and even I feel that those go well but never get a call back :*(

I haven't really laid how I feel about things out on the line lately but I am going to be doing it REAL SOON. I mean seriously there are so many people having kids who shouldn't even be having them to begin with I mean come on get with it 23 years old 3 kids and trying for more cause all you have are little boys and you want a little girl?!?!?!?! People seriously need to get a grip on life there was a girl I use to be friends with who claims she is Bipolar and all this other stuff well I believe she is WAY BEYOND that when all the talk of 2012 came about she told me she would rather drown her kids and husband followed by drowning herself before the world came to an end because she would be damned if she was going to burn to death. I mean I am not all that religious or anything but I do believe in God,Devil,Heaven and Hell and well if you ask me if you do a murder suicide you are going to burn in hell!?! So either way she would be burning right? Follow me here NUT CASE!!!

Another thing that gets me is why do people only come to me when they have a problem? I mean I have ENOUGH problems of my own that barely anyone wants to sit and listen to aside from Samantha,Hayley and Crys I mean I listen to EVERY ONE'S problems even if I think they are the stupidest problems in the world. I mean don't come to me complaining about money issues and you not having a job if all you are going to do just as soon as you get money turn around and blow it on non sense shit. Yes I will admit I spend money on unnecessary things here and there but it is VERY RARE!!! Bills first and necessities that we NEED then may go buy things we WANT but the IMPORTANT things are always paid for FIRST!!

I can't stand when people think money is everything and that they must flaunt it when they have it or brag about all the new stuff they just bought. Don't brag about spending a bunch of money then come to me complaining about how you have NO money for food or gas I mean think with your brain. I know a lot of people who stood in the WRONG fucking line when brains were being handed out. God said Brains NOT Trains so do the world a favor go trade your Train in for a Brain.

People around here need to learn to drive I swear to you the Wal*Mart parking lot is one of the WORST places to ever be whether you are driving in the parking lot or walking in it. The other day Anthony and I went to Wal*Mart to grab a few things for care packages and I found a parking spot someone was backing out of it so I was waiting well this other bitch pulls up like blocking the car backing out in an another car was trying to go around the stupid bitch but she kept moving in turn made the other car almost hit me head on. I was on the phone talking to Samantha while all this was going on in the parking lot and the moron who was all pissed over this parking spot rolls down her window are you kidding cuss me over a parking spot I was there FIRST dumbass. Then on the way out walking to the car to get in to leave there was this Toyota truck like literally driving on the back of my flip flops I am sorry that you have to go slow in the parking lot Mr. I am in a fucking hurry. That parking lot will end up being the death of me!!!

Ugh well I am off for the night will blog again later!!!!

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This week has been a week from HELL

Monday was a doozie I ended up with NO sleep an at the Emergency Room with my mom thanks to lovely chest pains an since she has already had a heart attack as well as a stroke we can't take a chance with NOT going to the emergency room plus her arm was going numb.

I was there til almost 9pm && we got there at 11:30am so Valentine's Days was wow insane Anthony said he wanted to do something but got pissy cause I was at the hospital with my mom an the ass didn't even have anything planned cause we had NO money to do anything but I sold all my charms,bracelets && everything so I was going to HAVE money but he had no plans so how were we to do anything?

I come home to place my Scentsy order to be told NO we don't have the money!! I had the money it was MINE I earned it bought things with it an sold those things!! I told my friend Jenne I would order from her well I feel horrible I had to back out cause Anthony told me NO we got into a HUGE argument since he spent money $100 on a PSP when he was still in New Mexico without saying anything to me til a week or so after he bought it. I wanted to know what the difference was I mean we still have bills an debt out so I did NOT see any difference there.

Tuesday-Refer to the Blog prior to this one

Wednesday-I wake up puking my guts out ALL day long!! I was completely miserable an have NO clue why I got sick. I was sick all day yesterday too ate some solid foods after not eating for a day things stayed down which I was AMAZED at. Slept some yesterday but NOT much at all an have been up ALL night never went to sleep the icky feeling is starting to settle in again :( So I am dreading that God please let everything stay down!!

Today-I went to Anthony's Ex Wife's myspace page to see when the last time she was on since we have to have her SS number for these ARMY papers it appears that her an her crack headed husband has had twins how true this is I am NOT too sure. I mean she has pictures of her doing everything a mom to be would be doing at a baby shower an doubles over EVERYTHING. When she was with Anthony she faked pregnant along with miscarriages when they were married. If she did have kids I want to know WHY is it that the ones who do NOT deserve them can have them an pop them out like gum balls from a gum ball machine an the ones who long for that precious gift from Heaven can't have it or they have to jump through hoops && over hurdles to get it?!?!?

I am glad this week is coming to an END && a NEW one will be upon us soon!!!

Welp we FINALLY have the ball ROLLING on going Active Duty ARMY hopefully in the next 2 months that will all be done. We have ALL the RIGHT paperwork an Anthony is working on a information packet he needs to have filled out before we go next week to talk with the Main Recruiter at our Recruiting Station. I can't believe its actually happening now..

After more then a year of fights,9 months apart,papers being lost,wrong papers being sent,being told one thing then another we are getting to the point of where we NEED to be so that we can have a steady income && medical insurance if it wasn't for the fact that I need medical insurance an we need a guaranteed amount of money each an every month Active Duty would have NEVER been an option.

With the economy sucking an our President sucking just as bad Active Duty ARMY is the ONLY option we have! We were suppose to see more jobs with Obama in office have we seen them?!?!?! NO We were suppose to all get medical insurance did we get that??? NO

With Active Duty ARMY we will have it ALL now it won't come as an easy sacrifice by any means I will pack && move away from my family an the town I have grown up in,lived in my whole 24 years of life && what little friends I have left here. My MAIN concern with that is leaving my mommy since she has medical problems so money will ALWAYS be a MUST HAVE on hand incase I have to ever do an emergency drive or flight down home.

That is the update on that for now :) More to come

Grandpa's Hands

Finally after over a year of waiting,crying,time apart && so MUCH more Anthony has FINALLY been discharged from the New Mexico National Guard!!! It was an Honorable Discharge an now we are able to move forward an NOT look back on the National Guard. Note by no means am I dissing the National Guard they serve && protect too but this Unit really SUCKS!! After getting the Inspector General Involved EVERYTHING was done in a fucking WEEK that has been taking OVER a year to get done an was NEVER done. Over the year we have had papers lost,told things were getting done when really they weren't,pushed aside when the unit came back from Deployment while I know that those Soldiers who came back from Deployment NEEDED the attention an DESERVED it because its a HUGE transition to come back to the states after being at war for a year or more. I just do NOT get how they can just push the other Soldiers aside like they NEVER existed! Which is what the unit did oh we can't do this because we have the Unit back from Deployment an we have to get the Demobilization process done an so on an so forth!! In my opinion I believe they should have a task force who helps Demobilize the Soldiers returning from was as well as a task force to deal with those on REAR D

I mean come on they are all going to need attention!!! An they all deserve the attention they need!!!!

So by far this is the BEST experience I have had so far as an ARMY Wife. Now the Journey Truly begins,Tuesday we will be off to the Active Duty Recruiters with the paperwork we were emailed today so prayers an fingers crossed!!