Here we go again I am in the same spot as I was in this time last year! Confused,single yet married without a job and worrying about how I am going to get by in life!! Well I have come to the conclusion that I will be A OKAY without the one I truly deep down love with all of me. Won't go into details on what happen just that we aren't together anymore :( It kills me knowing this but again I WILL get through this and I will come out stronger. 

I have been off the road almost 4 months it doesn't really seem like it has been that long EEKK Where in the hell has the time gone?!? I have been going back and forth with the decision to go back to the road or not to go back to the road. I came to the conclusion that I am going to go back to the road BUT I ended up with Kidney Stones which mind you hurt like hell,came out of NOWHERE and I swore I was going to die. I have NEVER in my whole life felt that kind of pain let alone ever had Kidney Stones. I was going to reapply for my job on this past Monday if the doctors cleared me to go back! I went to my first appointment it was raining like hell since we had a Tropical Storm out in the Gulf. First step in the doctor's office door I slipped and fell! My leg went behind me an everything from my right knee all the way up my back POPPED and it was LOUD as hell. The girl at the desk came out to check on me but she claims she NEVER saw what happen but yet she was looking me straight in the face when I came through the door. She didn't want to help me up she had 2 of the girls from the back come out but I got up MYSELF since that woman didn't want to help. It went from excruciating pain to numbness which when it happened I didn't worry about what could have been torn or broken my initial thought was Oh great now I WON'T be going back to the road thanks to this. Went to the back the Nurse Practitioner looked me over and ordered X-Rays for my L-Spine,Hip and Knee all on the right side. Went and got those done the doctors office is trying to push this all off onto my insurance company when its NOT their fault or place I believe the doctors office should pay for it all. 

Well Monday after I went to my 2nd appointment with the Urologist and I was cleared of Kidney Stones I came home and my Primary Care Doctor had called advising me to go to the ER to be seen by an Orthopedic Doctor. First thought was OMG something is broken or really messed up :( After a runaround with the office staff between me and my mom trying to get information they said they had ONLY had my hip results back. With that said I called the doctors Tuesday to see if they got all the results back because I don't have the money to go to the ER and the woman who answered said yes they were back but she couldn't give me the results she would have the doctor call me. I left yesterday since my bestie was in town and what not the doctors NEVER called to let me know what was going on. Scared to death of what was going on I still didn't go to the ER with money being an issue so I called this morning to be told NOTHING is broke THANK GOD but I have all kinds of fluid around my knee. In turn that means I have to still go to be seen by an Orthopedic Doctor but I MAY not have my insurance come July 2nd when I have to go renew it. I asked them so who is covering all this?? Cause I sure the hell can't and it is NOT my fault I fell. Yes the floor was wet and yes there was a wet floor sign but non the less they didn't mop it up and the rug was pushed all the way up to the counter and not by the door where it should have been. So now going back to the road or any kind of work is put on hold right now :( 

I have a few new items coming from Body Jungle for review! I can't wait to see what they sent out this time :) From what David said I should be getting two items. They don't tend to tell me what I am getting just that it's stuff from my wish list! I hope I didn't include any couple's stuff on the new list since well I am single now. Ooops guess I need to go look at my wishlist then huh?!?! Should have the items in a week or so! Be sure to checkout Body Jungle for some of the newest sex items! They are a new company as well based out of Florida so help support them even if you only order something small :) 

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*SIGH*

I am home and off the road for personal reasons for quite sometime unsure of the time frame at this point but I am needed at home so what better place for me to be then at home?!?! 

Last post I was talking about how I was in the process of becoming a qualified driver! Well guess who became a qualified Werner Driver?!? This girl right here oh yeah!! I passed my road test and backing test that I had to do at the terminal. Nervous yes I sure was cause my backing SUCKS but 2 months with very little backing while I was in training I won't be perfect for a good while. Eventually, I will get the hang of it back 73 feet of truck and trailer gets challenging to say the least especially if the only back you are use to doing is backing out of your drive way or the parking spot at Wal*Mart haha. 

I have been a BIG ball of emotions littlest stupidest things have made me cry! I had fair fish from the Strawberry Festival that died and my Black Moore fish I got from Wal*Mart die and yep I cried! Ugh not sure what is going on but things have been insane and far from NORMAL. 

I am in with another toy company doing reviews I am patiently/impatiently awaiting for my package to arrive with 2 new high end vibes to show up on my door step :) I will now be doing reviews with Pleasure Heaven! go check them out tons of awesome toys for him and her,lubes,oils and so much more!!! 

Last night was a good night I got to spend time with my love who was off the road for a whole 24 hours while his rig was in the shop! I love being with him and spending quality time together. Not seeing eachother all the time makes the time we do spend together mean so much more. Today's adventures took us on a lunch date to Cici's Pizza where we ate til our hearts content or should I say tummies :) Ah I love the life I am living even when there are some speed-bumps in the middle of the road I am traveling down!!

So my NEW adventure has started! I got my FIRST Truck Driving job :) I am loving it so far (:

I had some problems starting out back in the truck but I am slowly getting back into the swing of things!! So far I have been out a week and a half an didn't really get homesick so fingers crossed the next 7 weeks of training go the same way!! 

Once I am out of training and pass my road test with the company I will be going out as a solo driver running all 48 states!!! How awesome is that going to be?! I am nervous and EXCITED all at the same time. I ended up with an amazing trainer we get along so well..

Many people don't agree with me being out on the road in an 80,000 pound vehicle but,I GOT this and I CAN do this!! I understand the concern these people have but you can't worry your heads about me cause when you express your negativeness about my job it just pisses me off. I didn't go to school for a new career for people to worry so much about me. Yes I am a woman on the road and having to go into to truck stops where some creeps are however so far I have ran into nothing but good people which I know can change but keep positive!! 

I leave back out tomorrow :) WHOOHOO (: 

It has been a good bit since my last update and OH BOY have things changed A LOT. 

I am now a working woman once again just waiting til my initial start date! I will be working at Legoland Florida (: I will get paid to play with Legos all day how exciting!! I will be doing Retail over there so selling and playing with Legos will earn me my paycheck. I went to my interview with tons of confidence,happy and smile that helped me out a lot with the lady I was interviewing with. She pushed me through to the 2nd part of the interviewing process :) I went in there with confidence and a smile as well. I was so happy when I got the job!!

Guess what it was kind of one of those WOW someone must have read our minds kind of thing cause a friend and I were talking about how we needed to get together to hangout like the OLD days and welp she got a job at Legoland too!!! We both have Orientation the same day and times <3 How exciting is that?! I wonder how many other people I know will be working there as well... 

I go later this week to get set up with a career counselor through the program of where I am trying to get my funding for school so wish me luck on that!! 

I need ALL the luck I can get with everything that is going on right now. I won't really go into details on that right other then some days are AMAZING and other days I would just love to run away to never be seen or heard from again. Like always though I am STRONG and I can get through this. I mean come on I am VERY independent and strong willed at that,I have been through a lot in my life and it has helped me become the person I am today. 

Little Surprises Around EVERY Corner

Sometimes you can tell that someone really does listen to what you have to say and reads what is going on in your life without bumbarding you with who,what,when,where,why and hows! I was sitting here the other week minding my own playing on the computer and my mom came in with an envelope I asked her what it was and she replied with I don't know. It was from my friend Erica which was a SURPRISE within itself as we hadn't really talked much in the past few month,but when I opened the envelope inside I found a small box. I slide open the box to find a FOUR LEAF CLOVER key chain inside with a little note...The note said that she had remembered a conversation we had,had several months ago when I was going through a lot an I mentioned I NEEDED a Lucky Rabbit's Foot or a Four Leaf Clover...Erica said that when she came across the key chain it was a must get for me which I thought was so sweet of her and made it mean more because she remembered that conversation. Since getting the key chain things have been looking up so is it working or is it all fate?

I must say however with all the BAD going on the GOOD outweighs it times a MILLION. I have the most wonderfullest BFF in the whole wide world and could NOT ask for someone better.

I have linked up with another toy company to do reviews for them as well so be on the lookout for that (: OOBER EXCITED with what my future is going to hold <3