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17 October 2010
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?!?!?
So yesterday morning I woke up to my bullie baby raising emortal HELL && I didn't know why til she jumped out of bed an ran to the front door. I heard a knock I looked out the peep hole but couldn't see who was at the door so I barely openned it as I was not dressed to be openning the door && DD was trying to get out the door. Just as soon as I open the door I see to ladies standing there I was woke up out of a dead sleep by all this growling && a barking so I am NOT even seeing straight. One of the ladies said "We are from the Word Of Life" I cut her off knowing exactly what she wanted to talk about I told I wasn't interested!! I went to shut the door but of course the Bullie HAD to be nosey an see who was at her house. So with this lady trying to talk && the dawg growling I am thinking to myself NOT today. I told them again I wasn't interested!!! I was polite as could be about then they wanted to ask me "If you were to die today do you believe you would go to Heaven?" I wanted to say are you FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!? I said "Yes!" Then they asked me how did I think that I was going to Heaven SERIOUSLY && you call yourself a Christian???? Maybe that is why I stay away from them. I said well I ask for forgiveness && I read the Bible at home on my own time you don't have to go to church to go to Heaven. Then they were like well can we talk to you some more I told them no I didn't even want to hear what they had to say to begin with!! Then they are like well is there anything that we can pray with you about right now?? No.....Slam...
Seriously why is it that mainly Jehovist Witnesses && Christians go around trying to "Sell" or "Push" their religion onto people when it says in the Bible that you aren't suppose to?? I don't think I have EVER had a Baptist or a Catholic come to my front door trying to get us to come to their church that is one thing that will NEVER sit right with me
15 October 2010
NEVER Being NICE Again-Read On
Never in a Million years will I ever be the nice guy again! It gets me no fucking where. The little ungrateful bitch who was living here with myself && my disabled parents no longer resides here. My mom was in the hospital for almost a week well Tasha thought it was okay NOT to pay rent even though my mom wasn't home. When my mom got home she asked for the rent an the little bitch replies with I don't have it in a very rude way. My mom blew it off the following day before Tasha left for work my mom asked her for the rent money she tells my mom I DO NOT HAVE IT!!! My mom asked where it was she said IN THE BANK an then slammed the door. Well we had money turn up missing an Tasha had drained her savings she asked my mom on Sunday how much money she had saved up an my mom told her she had no savings that she spent it all she had been very rude to my mom an that is a NO GO I texted the bitch an asked her what her issue was she said NO ONE is going to tell her she spent all her money an that if money came up missing why didn't we say anything to her. Hello it is really hard to talk to someone who always has their phone in their hand,ear phones in their ears or only comes home long enough to shower && sleep. She said that we stold from her an she was moving out that she would be by after work on Sunday to get her stuff. Well my dad met her on the front porch told her to sit down they needed to talk he said my wife just got out of the hospital a few days ago an you want to be rude an act a fool that is NOT happening in my house. She said well I am moving out an tried coming inside my dad told her she wasn't getting a damn thing til she turned over her phone to him (its in Anthony's name) she said that is NOT happening my dad well it will be turned off by Tuesday && she said we will fucking see about that well that just pissed my dad off even more an Monday morning he had me up at 9am an at the T-Mobile store shutting the phone off.
Wednesday my mom && I went grocery shopping an came home to a note stuck in the door that read I came to get my stuff you can text me at 863-279-2222 I was like hold the fuck up we turned that number off!! I told my mom had to go to T-Mobile right then an there cause that number is attached to Anthony's account even though its a disconnected line incase we want to reactivate it so its on our account for 90 days. I went to T-Mobile an let's just say an hour in the store && the store rep on the phone we ended up at the Fraud Department. Basically the Coorprate T-Mobile call center did things out of procedure!! So her phone got turned off again. I was sitten there talking with my mom an I get another text from the same damn number I told my mom going back to T-Mobile. I was sitten in the car when my dad pulled up he asked my mom where I was headed she said T-Mobile my dad said well I will be back she doesn't need to be up there incase the bitch shows up cause my parents know I would knock her fucking block off!! My mom said NO just stay home things will be fine. No sooner do I turn into the parking lot the bitch an her pregnant sister are walking across the parking lot to go into T-Mobile. I parked the care walked in an she started yelling you turned off my fucking phone you bitch you had no right I have a prepaid phone now. I tried explaining to her what T-Mobile told me an the instore Rep I was working with. Tasha wasn't having it well there was a customer before us an Damion the one who got the phone turned off both times was there an said if the arguing continued in his store he would have to call the cops I told Damion I was like I am NOT here to argue. Can I please speak with you when you are done with the gentleman you are helping now he said yes Ma'am well when he was done with the other guy the bitch started in again, I looked a Damion an asked him to explain to her what happen an why she couldn't have that number even if she ported it in from another company when we added her to our plan an even though it was turned off. She said she called T-Mobile Prepaid an that was the number they gave her! BULLSHIT Damion asked if they gave her a temporary number she was stumbling over her words her nutcase sister had to answer for her. Damion said then what happen with that number she said I told them I want my number back an they gave it to me Damion said that was all out of procedure && they weren't aloud to do that she went to screaming an all this other shit. I looked at Damion smiled said thank you that is all I needed an walked out the door.
When I got home I threw her shit out in the middle of the yard an my dad was moving an grass was blown all over her shit!!! She brought my phone back it has a few dings but I am trying to sell it so I can either use the money to pay my dad back or to use for the Treats 4 Troops project! I have 2 people interested in buying the phone its a $400 phone. This week has been flat out fucking NUTS that is the only way I can expain it.
12 October 2010
Just Signed Up to be a Toy Tester!!!!
So while doing some research online I came across this site that said "Become a Toy Tester" Hell FREE Toys send them my way I am a lonely ass ARMY Wife who could use one right now. So I submitted my request && I am hoping to hear back from them VERY SOON!! Ahh I am kind of EXCITED about this since I have been with my husband I haven't really been too much into using my sex toys but I mean come on 7 months an counting with NO sex an maybe not even 3 toy play sessions. I have needs && as much as I would prefer to be having sex with my sexy as husband I have to turn to an alternative. So Toy Testing I have my Bat ready so Start Pitching Balls. Lmao love the pun Bat && Balls ;)
05 October 2010
Not Sure What to Title This......
Please bare with me I have been going through alot of stuff the past few days an it is ALOT to take in. Had to rush my mom to the hospital on Sunday night an she is still in there she has Congestive Heart Failure :( an it is acting up BIG time she can't come home til ALL the fluid is off her legs an lungs. Everything else checks out OKAY!! My friend Amanda just had a baby on Monday I was going to go see her last night but wasn't feeling to good just feverish an "ONE" of those feelings. Today I needed to take some papers up to DCF to fax them to continue to keep my foodstamps til Anthony is Active. My mom ended up wanting some stuff from the house an since I was going to be up in the area I took it to her an wanted her to read over the papers I needed faxed. I went an seen Amanda,Robert && their new son Waylon. Let me tell you Waylon is one cutie that will steal everyone's heart. While sitting there chatting amongst ourselves Amanda gets a text from her BFF saying that she couldn't come see Amanda tonight that Matt was in the hospital on live Support. When Amanda said that I was like well what hospital is he at? She more then likely here well come to find out it is a guy I was close to in school I bailed his ass out of so much shit it isn't even funny! Well I was in Shock about it so I when I was done chatting with Amanda && Robert I went back down to my mom's room an was chatting with her telling her about the text an how me an Matt were close an all. You could say I was in disbelief that I needed to hear it from the hospital myself I asked one of the RNs if they could see if he was in the hospital && she told me she couldn't cause of the HIPPA law which I understand she told me to call ext:1200 which is patient information I asked if he was in there an I was told yes he is in TRAUMA Care ICU. Well he is on Life Support the doctors give him 3 days :( I say that Matt will BEAT the odds he is STUBBORN as hell. The last update I got was a few hours ago an that was that Matt was ran over while riding a bicycle infront of the CVS that is not even 5 minutes from my house. I have no other information other then that I am waiting to see if there is anything in the local paper about it. So today within itself was a MAJOR emotional roller coaster.
I would have been starting college in 6 days if the bitch that is suppose to be my friend wouldn't have pulled her truck out from under me. She had the balls to text me last night an tell me that she was staying with Serena cause her mom wasn't doing to good well guess what mine isn't either mine is in the HOSPITAL her's is at home tell me who is worse off. Well Tasha comes home this morning an woke me an my bullie up she said that Serena's mom tried to kill herself last night by drinking an Overdosing on her meds. Come on that is her fault not something that just happens. I mean I was there for all sorts of shit for Tasha but she can't be there for me?!?!? Well she told me that she was going to gone from the 29th to the 31st because she is going to Clewiston to see her Biological Father (she was adopted at like 4 years old) mind you she doesn't want her truck driven far distances but yet she is driving 3 hours or so to go see him to go mud bogging an camping.
I am so beyond people fucking rubbing it in my face that they have money they can go buy this an buy that!! They can go here an go there but I can't cause I am BROKE an nobody wants to hang out with the broke girl. I didn't know you had to have money inorder to have friends. I mean seriously What The Fuck is wrong with this picture. I understand that things cost money but you can have a good time just hanging out an talking an what not without spending a damn dime. Even when I TRY to pay for or buy things I need or want they tell me no they have it an what not an when I say I don't want to owe you a damn thing they say oh well its a favor you won't owe me anything that is what friends do for eachother. Hello friends are also there for you when you need it to!! A TRUE friend also does NOT kick you when you are down either!! They are there to help pick you up but somehow I don't have that an the ones I have are MILES away but sadly enough the ones who are there for me an are miles away I haven't even met them I have ONLY talked to them on forums,myspace,facebook,yahoo,skype,phone && texts an somehow they care about me more then the people I know here in real life who I have met. Sad I know.
I am trying to get the negative OUT && POSITIVE in so tonight starts with me reading Psalms && Proverbs an I will post each Verse I read on here && on Facebook. I am STRONG because I have been WEAK. I have been weak cause I know the reality of life,love,friendship && I have a heart. My heart I often where on my sleeve way too MUCH an that will STOP right here as well. I am DONE being the NICE Amber for a bit it is going to MY way or NO way at all. I give an I give to people who take an take when I barely have anything to give!! I may not have much money but I am THANKFUL && I APPRECIATE EVERY FUCKING THING I HAVE. I don't take life for granted I have seen it snatch away from so many before it was their time in some horrid painful ways. It seems like everytime I turn around one of my classmates is dying or should I say being killed by stupid people who don't think before they act!! An they loose life over the stupidest thing. I know God has a plan for EVERYONE of us! Times I don't agree with them like now I don't agree that Matt should be laying in the hospital on Life Support he is so YOUNG && it is NOT fair.
An I know this is all scattered probably makes no sense to anyone but as long as I get it out I am going to feel a little better. I am listening to my music on Limewire an there are TONS of touching heart breaking songs but they also make you see that things can that can be taken away in a FLASH or a BLINK of an EYE. Just when you think "Oh it CAN'T Happen to me" is usually when it happens. I am so down an funny or sad enough that even though it makes me cry && even more down it kinda puts me at peace. I am Praying for the BEST but preparing for the WORST at the sametime
The 3 year mark of my Pawpaw passing is coming up soon as well :( as my niece's 9th birthday they both fall on November 4th!! Along comes Thanksgiving which I will have more to give Thanks for which was the MAIN Holiday that we celebrated together since my Pawpaw && my mommy's birthday fall on the same day as well. I am dying inside an as sad as it maybe I wish it was me who had went Home instead of my Pawpaw I wish I could have take ALL his pain away. I told my mom when we found out that he had lung cancer I realized I was surrounded by so many people who could use my PERFECT organs. I told my mom if I were to die before her,my Pawpaw,my dad or my sister that they get first dibs on my organs if I was a match! My Pawpaw my lungs,my mommy my heart,my dad my liver && my siter my kidneys cause my work better then her's. It is sad for a 20 year old to say that an to this day I would still stand by my word!! If the case that a friend or another family member needed my organs they would get picked first to see if I was a match!! That is just how loving an caring I am. I am at the numb stage an just waiting to hear more from Amanda about this condition && hopefully improvements Matt is making. I am really hoping something is posted in the local newspaper so that I can maybe get more answers to the questions I have! I want to know why,when,how.
God I am down on my knees begging you to answer my prayers it is the ONLY place left for me to fall. I am praying for my Mommy who needs your healing touch her heart can't take much more. I am praying that you can touch Matt with the same healing touch but he needs more healing && even more prayers God please answer the prayers everyone is sending up for my mommy && Matt. God I pray that all the children who are battleing the awful Monster of cancer touch them with your healing hand I know that you brought this to me so I KNOW you WILL bring me through it you wouldn't put this on my plate if you knew I couldn't handle it. I am Strong cause at one point I was Weak. In Jesus' Name
Amen
I would have been starting college in 6 days if the bitch that is suppose to be my friend wouldn't have pulled her truck out from under me. She had the balls to text me last night an tell me that she was staying with Serena cause her mom wasn't doing to good well guess what mine isn't either mine is in the HOSPITAL her's is at home tell me who is worse off. Well Tasha comes home this morning an woke me an my bullie up she said that Serena's mom tried to kill herself last night by drinking an Overdosing on her meds. Come on that is her fault not something that just happens. I mean I was there for all sorts of shit for Tasha but she can't be there for me?!?!? Well she told me that she was going to gone from the 29th to the 31st because she is going to Clewiston to see her Biological Father (she was adopted at like 4 years old) mind you she doesn't want her truck driven far distances but yet she is driving 3 hours or so to go see him to go mud bogging an camping.
I am so beyond people fucking rubbing it in my face that they have money they can go buy this an buy that!! They can go here an go there but I can't cause I am BROKE an nobody wants to hang out with the broke girl. I didn't know you had to have money inorder to have friends. I mean seriously What The Fuck is wrong with this picture. I understand that things cost money but you can have a good time just hanging out an talking an what not without spending a damn dime. Even when I TRY to pay for or buy things I need or want they tell me no they have it an what not an when I say I don't want to owe you a damn thing they say oh well its a favor you won't owe me anything that is what friends do for eachother. Hello friends are also there for you when you need it to!! A TRUE friend also does NOT kick you when you are down either!! They are there to help pick you up but somehow I don't have that an the ones I have are MILES away but sadly enough the ones who are there for me an are miles away I haven't even met them I have ONLY talked to them on forums,myspace,facebook,yahoo,skype,phone && texts an somehow they care about me more then the people I know here in real life who I have met. Sad I know.
I am trying to get the negative OUT && POSITIVE in so tonight starts with me reading Psalms && Proverbs an I will post each Verse I read on here && on Facebook. I am STRONG because I have been WEAK. I have been weak cause I know the reality of life,love,friendship && I have a heart. My heart I often where on my sleeve way too MUCH an that will STOP right here as well. I am DONE being the NICE Amber for a bit it is going to MY way or NO way at all. I give an I give to people who take an take when I barely have anything to give!! I may not have much money but I am THANKFUL && I APPRECIATE EVERY FUCKING THING I HAVE. I don't take life for granted I have seen it snatch away from so many before it was their time in some horrid painful ways. It seems like everytime I turn around one of my classmates is dying or should I say being killed by stupid people who don't think before they act!! An they loose life over the stupidest thing. I know God has a plan for EVERYONE of us! Times I don't agree with them like now I don't agree that Matt should be laying in the hospital on Life Support he is so YOUNG && it is NOT fair.
An I know this is all scattered probably makes no sense to anyone but as long as I get it out I am going to feel a little better. I am listening to my music on Limewire an there are TONS of touching heart breaking songs but they also make you see that things can that can be taken away in a FLASH or a BLINK of an EYE. Just when you think "Oh it CAN'T Happen to me" is usually when it happens. I am so down an funny or sad enough that even though it makes me cry && even more down it kinda puts me at peace. I am Praying for the BEST but preparing for the WORST at the sametime
The 3 year mark of my Pawpaw passing is coming up soon as well :( as my niece's 9th birthday they both fall on November 4th!! Along comes Thanksgiving which I will have more to give Thanks for which was the MAIN Holiday that we celebrated together since my Pawpaw && my mommy's birthday fall on the same day as well. I am dying inside an as sad as it maybe I wish it was me who had went Home instead of my Pawpaw I wish I could have take ALL his pain away. I told my mom when we found out that he had lung cancer I realized I was surrounded by so many people who could use my PERFECT organs. I told my mom if I were to die before her,my Pawpaw,my dad or my sister that they get first dibs on my organs if I was a match! My Pawpaw my lungs,my mommy my heart,my dad my liver && my siter my kidneys cause my work better then her's. It is sad for a 20 year old to say that an to this day I would still stand by my word!! If the case that a friend or another family member needed my organs they would get picked first to see if I was a match!! That is just how loving an caring I am. I am at the numb stage an just waiting to hear more from Amanda about this condition && hopefully improvements Matt is making. I am really hoping something is posted in the local newspaper so that I can maybe get more answers to the questions I have! I want to know why,when,how.
God I am down on my knees begging you to answer my prayers it is the ONLY place left for me to fall. I am praying for my Mommy who needs your healing touch her heart can't take much more. I am praying that you can touch Matt with the same healing touch but he needs more healing && even more prayers God please answer the prayers everyone is sending up for my mommy && Matt. God I pray that all the children who are battleing the awful Monster of cancer touch them with your healing hand I know that you brought this to me so I KNOW you WILL bring me through it you wouldn't put this on my plate if you knew I couldn't handle it. I am Strong cause at one point I was Weak. In Jesus' Name
Amen
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