This week has been a week from HELL

Monday was a doozie I ended up with NO sleep an at the Emergency Room with my mom thanks to lovely chest pains an since she has already had a heart attack as well as a stroke we can't take a chance with NOT going to the emergency room plus her arm was going numb.

I was there til almost 9pm && we got there at 11:30am so Valentine's Days was wow insane Anthony said he wanted to do something but got pissy cause I was at the hospital with my mom an the ass didn't even have anything planned cause we had NO money to do anything but I sold all my charms,bracelets && everything so I was going to HAVE money but he had no plans so how were we to do anything?

I come home to place my Scentsy order to be told NO we don't have the money!! I had the money it was MINE I earned it bought things with it an sold those things!! I told my friend Jenne I would order from her well I feel horrible I had to back out cause Anthony told me NO we got into a HUGE argument since he spent money $100 on a PSP when he was still in New Mexico without saying anything to me til a week or so after he bought it. I wanted to know what the difference was I mean we still have bills an debt out so I did NOT see any difference there.

Tuesday-Refer to the Blog prior to this one

Wednesday-I wake up puking my guts out ALL day long!! I was completely miserable an have NO clue why I got sick. I was sick all day yesterday too ate some solid foods after not eating for a day things stayed down which I was AMAZED at. Slept some yesterday but NOT much at all an have been up ALL night never went to sleep the icky feeling is starting to settle in again :( So I am dreading that God please let everything stay down!!

Today-I went to Anthony's Ex Wife's myspace page to see when the last time she was on since we have to have her SS number for these ARMY papers it appears that her an her crack headed husband has had twins how true this is I am NOT too sure. I mean she has pictures of her doing everything a mom to be would be doing at a baby shower an doubles over EVERYTHING. When she was with Anthony she faked pregnant along with miscarriages when they were married. If she did have kids I want to know WHY is it that the ones who do NOT deserve them can have them an pop them out like gum balls from a gum ball machine an the ones who long for that precious gift from Heaven can't have it or they have to jump through hoops && over hurdles to get it?!?!?

I am glad this week is coming to an END && a NEW one will be upon us soon!!!

Welp we FINALLY have the ball ROLLING on going Active Duty ARMY hopefully in the next 2 months that will all be done. We have ALL the RIGHT paperwork an Anthony is working on a information packet he needs to have filled out before we go next week to talk with the Main Recruiter at our Recruiting Station. I can't believe its actually happening now..

After more then a year of fights,9 months apart,papers being lost,wrong papers being sent,being told one thing then another we are getting to the point of where we NEED to be so that we can have a steady income && medical insurance if it wasn't for the fact that I need medical insurance an we need a guaranteed amount of money each an every month Active Duty would have NEVER been an option.

With the economy sucking an our President sucking just as bad Active Duty ARMY is the ONLY option we have! We were suppose to see more jobs with Obama in office have we seen them?!?!?! NO We were suppose to all get medical insurance did we get that??? NO

With Active Duty ARMY we will have it ALL now it won't come as an easy sacrifice by any means I will pack && move away from my family an the town I have grown up in,lived in my whole 24 years of life && what little friends I have left here. My MAIN concern with that is leaving my mommy since she has medical problems so money will ALWAYS be a MUST HAVE on hand incase I have to ever do an emergency drive or flight down home.

That is the update on that for now :) More to come

Grandpa's Hands

Finally after over a year of waiting,crying,time apart && so MUCH more Anthony has FINALLY been discharged from the New Mexico National Guard!!! It was an Honorable Discharge an now we are able to move forward an NOT look back on the National Guard. Note by no means am I dissing the National Guard they serve && protect too but this Unit really SUCKS!! After getting the Inspector General Involved EVERYTHING was done in a fucking WEEK that has been taking OVER a year to get done an was NEVER done. Over the year we have had papers lost,told things were getting done when really they weren't,pushed aside when the unit came back from Deployment while I know that those Soldiers who came back from Deployment NEEDED the attention an DESERVED it because its a HUGE transition to come back to the states after being at war for a year or more. I just do NOT get how they can just push the other Soldiers aside like they NEVER existed! Which is what the unit did oh we can't do this because we have the Unit back from Deployment an we have to get the Demobilization process done an so on an so forth!! In my opinion I believe they should have a task force who helps Demobilize the Soldiers returning from was as well as a task force to deal with those on REAR D

I mean come on they are all going to need attention!!! An they all deserve the attention they need!!!!

So by far this is the BEST experience I have had so far as an ARMY Wife. Now the Journey Truly begins,Tuesday we will be off to the Active Duty Recruiters with the paperwork we were emailed today so prayers an fingers crossed!!